I have been CrossFitting for over a year now. Life in the ‘box’ has been wonderful to say the least, but the benefits that have surprised me the most have not necessarily been strength, fitness or even endorphin-rush related. Even though all those things have been a huge hunk of the awesomeness, (including making some great friends along the way, feeling a part of a group of people who are all about support, positivity and leading a healthy balanced lifestyle), these are not the things that have blown me away the most or what will keep me going back.
I have learned life skills that would otherwise seemingly
have no correlation to the lifting of olympic weights above my head.
THE MEANING OF YET
The first thing, and probably most important thing, is that
I learned the greater meaning of the word ‘yet’.
One of the first coaches I began training with made it very
clear that in her class we were not
allowed to say the word ‘can’t’ without following it up with a resounding ‘yet’.
For example, ‘I can’t do a push-up’ – or even ‘I can’t do a
hand-stand push up!’ (I mean, who can?!?)(…er…besides all those who can,
obviously…)(This is CrossFit after all, not a light walk in the park!) was not allowed
to be uttered by an upside down huffing me. I had to say ‘I can’t do a push-up
- YET’, or ‘I can’t do a hand-stand push up – YET’ and then she would be happy.
Even though I still can’t do hand-stand push ups – yet - I learnt that that
little word ‘yet’ makes all the difference.
Yet encompasses a
vast gulf, the gap between not being able to do it and being able to do it, prop-vol of the unknown and triumph. Thanx
to the scaling CrossFit is famous for (there is always a way to scale a workout
down to something you are able to do
no matter your fitness or strength level) and the strengthening of appropriate
muscle groups when doing a particular move, ‘yet’ involves so much more than
just doing what you currently can do, or staying in the same place or giving up
entirely. Because ‘yet’ is a forward thinking concept. When it comes to
scaling, the scale tends to always lean forward.
‘Yet’ has become one of the most important things to me in
life now, both in and outside the box. When I quit my job to pursue my dreams,
I had no proof that I would succeed, because I couldn’t write a book, couldn’t
play the piano – yet. Now I can.
THE CHA-CHA LAB RAT
The next surprising thing I learnt at CrossFit is that I am
my own Lab Rat. The coaches, though wonderful leaders and highly qualified
trainers who constantly teach and help guide me, have always given me the same
message: ‘Pull on your white lab coat and strap on those pink Nanos – it’s your own
body and you are the only one who really knows and feels what’s going on inside
it.’
When it coms to diet, exercise and even rest, I have become
so much more in control of what I do with my body. Joining CrossFit was like
being handed the keys to my own future, and now that I am behind the wheel, I
am so much happier and have a much better understanding of what is going on
inside me. And I like being in control.
I know that CrossFit is not the only way, but for me, it was
the first time I really did start to take notice and internalize my progress.
Following mapped out schedules, keeping track of my progress in my own log-book
app and deciding for myself how far I will be able to push myself each day has
done wonders for me. When you really do listen to your body, you need not follow
fads or the latest trends in exercise or diet blindly. You can try things out
for fun or curiosity, but always in a mindful way.
This means that there is a constant ‘cha-cha-chaa’ going on
in my progress. Today I might feel stronger and take two steps forward. Next
week I may be dealing with something and am not quite as strong, but then I
only take one step back.
I have dealt with a bit of a physical blow the first few
months this year after a surgery in December and have not been able to give my
workouts quite as much gusto as before. But after feeling really down about it
and that I was failing, I realized that I can still do things now in my current
recovering state that I could not do before I joined CrossFit over a year ago –
two steps forward, one step back. And that’s OK.
No matter how things are going, how my body is healing and
progressing, how much I overindulged over the weekend, or how sluggish I may
feel after a bad nights sleep, I keep working - and I always end up further along the path to
success than I was before I began. This double-sided approach of active
patience is extremely helpful to me in this time of recovery.
SLEEP TIGHT AND FIGHT!
Perhaps the most surprising thing of all is the difference CrossFit
has made to my dream world, or my nightmare world, to be more specific.
I
suffer from terrible night terrors and have done so since childhood. There is
one specific scenario that comes up over and over again in the worst of them,
where I am being chased by someone or a group of people, but I am paralyzed in
some way – either unable to move my legs, or blinded and can’t see where I’m
going, or struck with a voice-sucking black hole inside me so I can’t yell for
help no matter how hard I try - and I always get caught. It’s in that
terrifying moment when I usually wake up screaming (and freaking poor Husband
out).
But ever since I joined CrossFit, I have
begun to fight back in these nightmares. I still wake up with
heart-palpitations, but instead of getting caught, I am now finding my
strength, actively bracing myself to defend, and even doing superhuman things
to dissolve the situation. In the most recent one, I jumped up into the air
high above my attacking mob’s heads, to give me the time as I came down to
breathe deeply and set my core and fists, ready to fight.
Don’t get me wrong – I don’t think CrossFit can make me
Super Woman and defy the laws of gravity, but I believe there is a positive change
in my conscious and subconscious mind as my body grows stronger. Taking the
cha-cha lab rat ownership of my fitness journey (a cornerstone of CrossFit
lore) has resulted in me ‘knowing’ I am stronger than before, even in my sleep.
It’s not rah-rah-dead-lift
or look-at-me-look-at-me-and-my-muscles…
it’s Back-off-would-be-attacker-I-could-kick-your-ass!
So take it from me. If you haven’t joined CrossFit – yet –
or you don’t like CrossFit – yet – or if your fitness regime is something you
are simply slumping by on in hopes that all the gym-entrance-card-swipes will
magically make you skinny, maybe think about how much more you can be gaining while getting fit.
And if you are still anti-CrossFit and afraid of our ‘Strong
is the new Skinny’ mantra’s, don’t picture those orange-tanned women on the
internet with muscles bulging out left right and center…
Think of me, a girl who couldn’t do a push up. But who can now
not only do full unassisted push-ups, but who can also fly!
Cherry Blossom
(Go check out the TaggCrossFit site if you are keen to give it a try too!)
